paddy
Well-known member
As it past midnight last night and i though i will just finish this section i am doing..... i started to wonder why am i doing this ?
I had just spent a couple of hours trying to get all four nozzles on a Harrier to move together. I will fix them at 45 degree and never move them again.......So why do i need them to work ?
In the past i have often built models and put them straight in the bin as rather like a completed puzzle , i loose interest in them once complete. Rather like doughnuts, i like to eat them not sit and look at them.
What happens to me anyway is i get completely immersed in what i am doing. Its rewarding, its consuming , its satisfying and its escapism.
As i plug away at my third Harrier in 6 weeks i realise it doesnt matter what i build. If i could only build the same thing over and over again i would still build it because more than anything else i just want the next one to be better than the one before and i want it to take me away from the hum drum of everyday to that place where i am 100% focused , occupied and totally absorbed in something. As i build this 3rd Harrier my mind is totally absorbed in how to make it better than the last one, what can i add, what can i alter, how can i improve the paint, how can i make it more realistic and how can i make it pass the macro lens test when finished.
Now if there is a challenge as well, like model with a bad reputation ( no not Kate moss) so much the better
so what drives the rest of you ?
I had just spent a couple of hours trying to get all four nozzles on a Harrier to move together. I will fix them at 45 degree and never move them again.......So why do i need them to work ?
In the past i have often built models and put them straight in the bin as rather like a completed puzzle , i loose interest in them once complete. Rather like doughnuts, i like to eat them not sit and look at them.
What happens to me anyway is i get completely immersed in what i am doing. Its rewarding, its consuming , its satisfying and its escapism.
As i plug away at my third Harrier in 6 weeks i realise it doesnt matter what i build. If i could only build the same thing over and over again i would still build it because more than anything else i just want the next one to be better than the one before and i want it to take me away from the hum drum of everyday to that place where i am 100% focused , occupied and totally absorbed in something. As i build this 3rd Harrier my mind is totally absorbed in how to make it better than the last one, what can i add, what can i alter, how can i improve the paint, how can i make it more realistic and how can i make it pass the macro lens test when finished.
Now if there is a challenge as well, like model with a bad reputation ( no not Kate moss) so much the better
so what drives the rest of you ?